Today is a new day

Today I had an epiphany...I am 29 years old, married with one child and a gazillion pounds overweight. Today I realized that this has got to stop. Today I realized that today is a new day. There will be no more drinking, there will be no more excuses and there will be no more fat Wendi. I was looking at picture of myself from my 'glory days' (pre 2005) and I look like a totally different person. I have got to get back there, or at least to a healthy weight. Today is the day that I realized that there may not be a tomorrow so I must do something today.

There are all those different weight loss promises out there, but the only way to get the whale off my back is to do it the old fashioned way. The only way to appreciate how small I get, is to do the work and take it off just as I sat down ate and put it on. As of today I have exactly 5 months to not look like I swallowed the girl that I used to be. As of today I have exactly 5 months not to be embarrassed about the way I look today.

I probably won't blog everyday ( I mean who wants to hear this crap everyday), but I will write when I feel inspired or feel a great victory (or defeat) and share it. Oh yeah, I will and can only blog with the help of my little monster. T will only let me do so much! I wish everyone could see how he is typing away on his personal laptop (v-tech). He really looks like he's writing a special piece for the "Morning Gazette'! Good night and I'll keep anyone who wants to know posted....